I saw you yesterday at shop, hoping to get you but I didn't, day sucks.

You appeared in my room today...oh my god... one golden black eyed ancistrus, and 2 platies.

There is a saying that golden black eyed ancistrus also named 大便鱼。They are not picky eaters....is more like vacuum cleaner. Is fun to see the fish suck everything and sometimes got stuck in between the stones. Life sucks sometimes, what we can do just suck it up like what the fish is doing! Welcome to my life, 3 little fellas. My new friends in NZ.

ps: Thanks to my housemates for this little fish tank and fish. :)



I feel your happiness, I feel your laughter, I feel your enjoyment although I'm not able to be there to share all these with you. This song specially dedicated to you, beautiful tomorrow.

Love and hugs from thousand miles.

Finally, summer officially end today. Goodbye summer, I have enough sweat and headache.


Most of kiwi spend their summer on beach and get tan. I spend my summer at home and get sun tan. Can't believe I need to apply sunscreen at home, is incredibly hot and dry.

Bought first fan after being here in NZ for almost 4 years. It was amazing feeling when I woke up this morning with the fan blowing on my face, I thought I was at my home, in my own room in Malaysia.


Has been for four years did not go home during Chinese New Year, will I be able to go back home next year?

Had a "reunion" dinner with housemate and at ex-landlord's place, at least got "lou shang" this year too! Ate fortune cookies, drank Chrysanthemum Tea and Soya Bean in Yeo's pack! A bit like the feeling of home.

I think it is already good enough for me.


Is a benefit of staying nearby a pub sometimes. Live band with Bossa Nova and Jazz music. I'm feeling good today spending my day sitting outside the balcony and enjoy the music. At least I never felt being alone is that horrible.

I love this moment.


原来只要真心对待朋友,就会很开心。虽然去年很希望能回家,见见家人,和朋友聚聚,但是很多原因导致不能如愿以偿。身在异国真的不容易,有时难免有点沮丧。

收到这卡很感动,不是因为那“动听”的音乐,而是朋友的祝福。那一刻觉得自己不曾离开过马来西亚。谢谢你们,虽然信里头有些不明物体 – “牙签”,也知道那卡很贵。

我成为很多人的姐,真的意识到有点年龄了!

FRIENDSHIP + SISTASHIP forever! :)


I did my first road trip on 1st day of new year. It was a good road trip and I believe this year will have a good new start too. I am glad that I have seen the most beautiful sunset in my life. (more to come in the future). I felt relieved. Time flies, things change daily, but sunset always is the same.

We always easy to get upset and always tend to forget that we have such ability to enjoy happily actually. Learn from experience and cherish someone meant to be, let go something which is not belongs to me, and think simple. These are my life lesson I have to learn this year.

I will be happy and enjoy every single moment in New Zealand as I know one day I will leave you completely.


Beautiful voice.

You told me that you'd stay with me
And shelter me forever
That was a hard promise to keep
I can't blame you for the bad weather

After all that has been said and done
I won't ask you where you're going
Don't keep in touch, I don't miss you much
Except sometimes early in the morning

Now use your silver tongue once more
There's one thing that I'd like to know
Did you ever believe the lies that you told?
Did you earn the fool's gold that you gave me?

I forgive you wanting to be free
I realize you long to wander
And I sympathize with your roving eyes
I just can't forgive your bad manners

Now use your silver tongue once more
There's one thing that I'd like to know
Did you ever believe the lies that you told?
Did you earn the fool's gold that you gave me?
Did you ever believe the lies that you told?
Did you earn the fool's gold that you gave me?

Happy New Year!!! May you have a great wear ahead! (spelling mistake: should be great year ahead!)